UNKNOWN

She walks, she smiles, she laughs,

She’s so happy at least that’s what we see,

She’s got company and love,

We say she’s very lucky,

We wish we were her,

We know we know her better even in her silence.

 

She’s jovial, she says hi!

She’s genius, she’s great,

She’s imperfect and so perfect in the same time,

She’s ironed, strong, suave, she’s all,

We say She’s a soy tu duena

And wish we were her,

We think we know her best even in her silent talks.

 

But, do we really know her?

                                                                                                                                    Loreta .A. Omondi

Behind her walks, are steps taken and tripped, slipped and fallen,                        

Behind her smile,is a pain hidden in deeper dark locked parts of her heart,

Behind her laughter, is a cry only heard by the walls,comforted by the pillows,

Behind her happiness ,is a sorrow,a mourning for all she’s lost,

Behind her company and love,are people who belittle and hate her  fortitude,

Behind her luck,she’s unlucky, she’s imperfect, stupid, and human,

Behind her strength, is a weak wall crumbling down everyday wishing someone could hold it.

She’s a woman surrounded by emotions, behind her silence are words unspoken,

Behind her simple talks ,is a wish to hold tight her tongue and speak not,

She wishes she were you,you wish you were her,

She’s all relaxed,just to make you happy and comfortable

She knows you don’t know her,and she doesn’t want to be known beyond her image

              Loreta.A. Omondi

Perfect

Perfect is just a word

No one is perfect

Past

We can’t fight the past ,even though it makes us prisoners and eliminates us from ourselves .The past is just another barrier on our path to the good in the future.

How hard can it be to love

How hard can it be to love the unloveable?

Cause I try to love you but my heart keeps running away from you

Truth is ,you are the type of guy I always dreamt of.

Spent my days and nights praying for from Allah ,

Now I have you but why can’t I love you

I wish I could love you the same way you love me,

And if I can’t ,maybe I should let you know,or rather let you go ,

But am scared of letting you go ,cause I don’t think I’ll ever find someone like you,who would love me the same way as you do.

Whats wrong with me😥?

Why is it hard to love a perfect soul ,

Guess am still attracted to the bad ones,the ones that leave me with a hole in your heart.

But I wanna learn how to love you cause losing you aint my option

You are my prayer ,I know.

I remember when you first opened up to me

Poured your whole heart out ,and confessed your love for me. I felt it.

And I was mesmerized ,I didn’t know what to say,

“Should I lie to him or just smile,a flabbergasted look don’t look great on me,say something fill the silence,”

I wanted to say I love you too ,but that would have been a lie , so I smiled

You looked at me with your blue gazed eyes,you looked happy somehow as though you knew that I was going to say it back .

“How can I lie to him? he’s so cute when he’s happy…I’m not a monster, I can’t break that heart ….well,I can just play along right?”

“I love you too and have been waiting for so long to hear you say you love me and now that you’ve said it ,you’ve made me the happiest girl in the whole world,I love you babe.”

Then you held me close to you,kissed my lips,hugged me,kissed me on the forehead ,as you held me tight,

As You continuously whispered “I love you so much,you just made me the happiest man on earth,I love you princess”

“Damn it girl you went so far it was just a lie ,”I love you too” was just enough. Now how will you ever break up with him?”

I want to love you,please teach me how to.

Anna Faris leaving Mom ahead of a new season after the 7 seasons

Anna Faris Leaving Mom after 7 seasons.

The CBS star Anna Faris earlier on announced that she will be leaving the series “MOM” ahead of the 8th season which was supposed to start on the fall of September.

The 43 year old told the press (TVLine)” The past seven years on Mom have been the most fulfilling and rewarding moments of my career,” Faris added ,”I’m so thankful to Chuck [Lorre], the writers, and my amazing castmates for creating a truly wonderful work experience. While my journey as Christy has come to an end, allowing me to pursue new opportunities, I’ll be watching next season and rooting for my TV family.”

So we all know its a goodbye.But this has brought about alot of tension to all the MOM fans as we are all anxious to see how our all time favourite sitcom will be without Anna Faris in it.Though Chuck Lorre announced that there will be an opening for the cast of Christy. So i’m guessing they will be looking for someone just like her.

I personally don’t know who our next Christy will be ,or even how mom will be without Christy.Its obvious that Christy and Bunny were the best pack but now we’ll have to wait and see,though we’ll miss the crying christy.

funny crying christy ,and Bunny (Mom)

https://youtu.be/oipeWeXVmns

We’ll miss that pack ,all their fights and laughter .But Chuck Lorre is one creative writer and producer ,I know he has something hot for us this coming this season .

Although the 43 year old ,Anna Faris just announced this just a day ago,her exit was known pretty early, and the writers’ room has already figured out how to write her character out of the upcoming season.

Still, her main reason for departure is unknown. Though we can cling on “new opportunities” she mentioned in her brief statement, even though it sounds vague. Maybe someday she’ll reveal her reasons for leaving when she actually just renewed her 2 year contract in 2019 together with Alisson, but whatever the reason, Mom will return later this fall to a new era without her but with someone like her (a look alike or something lets wait and see.)

Never give up,

Nobody tells you that being an adult comes with alot of expectations from those around you and even from yourself,until you become one.For a while ,its okay when you dream big or even bigger. But then again ,dreams change and that I can boldly say cause have been a victim not once but even now I still suffer from this syndrome.I have dreamt of having different kind of houses the ones that make wanna quit your job and just stay home.The kind of homes you wanna wake up and go nowhere cause they come with a little vacation wrapped on it.But then everyday with new technology popping we see new things new designs that make you change your dream house into something else.Which is great cause now you have more options to choose from.

The problem comes when you feel like your dream is too big but what you have in hand 🖐 is just to little or maybe you have nothing at all and you start questioning your capabilities.Its even sadder when you have no one to lean on to guide you through your first step.Worst comes when you feel that time is flying and you are scared that one day you will wake up after 10 years and find yourself in the same place you were yesterday.And to some who fall for the pressure from the society its even sadder and somehow disgusting cause i don’t understand how people can let the pressure from strangers who they have never even spent an hour talking to control their lives and decision.(But lets leave that for another day but just know you need to choose your stress).

Truth is most of the time you’ll feel like giving up and just choosing what you feel you can achieve comfortably without straining.But before you choose settling for the easily achievable dream, just remember you can still achieve that which you’ve always wanted not only if you believe in yourself ,but also if you decide that’s what you want and you’re ready to give it a try.

Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try.

Nothing worth having comes easy

Giving up is easy ,settling for less is even pretty much easier than eating.But before you decide to do that ask yourself,”what is it that the others have that you don’t?”

My mother has always been my role model when it comes to not giving up.I don’t come from a rich family,but I have always seen my mom dream big as though she has billions in her account waiting to be used.But with her little cash she has always managed to achieve what she has always dreamt of and no matter how many kicks she get she still walk through that shit as though her legs are made of fire.My mom was orphaned at a younger age being the acting firstborn after her elder brother had died , she had a job of looking after her other five siblings who were pretty much young by then.When life got really hard she opt for marriage to the man she loved who was also another orphan from another humble background.They both had nothing at hand but life had shown them its worst side so they knew they had to survive no matter what even if it meant to kick b**ch in the face that is.For a while they did almost all kinds of jobs.But they knew what they loved ,and what they wanted and so they worked towards there dream which literally was their hobby.That was their first step to success.In a business world you know there are dry seasons and the rainy ones and lucky for them ,even in dry seasons they don’t feel so bad cause their work is where their heart is.(I don’t wanna talk so much about my family cause every family have worked so hard to be where they are.And i always believe there is always something in your family that makes you want to do better everyday.To me though my parents haven’t achieved alot in life ,comparing how they grew up,and how they managed to achieve more than what their parents had,I call them successful.I believe that everyone can achieve whatever they put their heart in.)

Always remember this ,all those dreams you have ,all those ambitions ,it is God who put them in your heart and in your mind.And for Him to do that , He knows that he created you with all the potential to achieve whatever you want.There’s no limiting factor.The problem is most of us tend to hide in spaces with no inspiration,spaces with no exposure,spaces that limit our thinking.Then we let all the negativity block our visions.The worst things are there and will always exist but we need to know the worst is here to give us make us strong and the good is here to remind us that we are legends.

Even with no money i used to dream big and i would say it and people would laugh and tell me “ininde matress inch achiel to lek ni oloyo matress inch apar ” in short that means you have big dreams yet you have nothing at all.But deep down with nothing in my hand , i kept telling myself ,that i will have the best things no matter what and I used to remind God that all the ambitions i had He was the one who instilled them in me so he should grant me wisdom ,knowledge and ways on how to achieve my goals.And He did.

So we can have whatever we want, if we believe.Human mind and tongue is very powerful if you know how to use them in attracting positivity in you and around you.